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September 28, 2010

independent

I feel wrong about my life style. Actually I don't need live in the unwanted enviornment to pleasse others whatever in work or in private life.

To live with family indeed saves some expense, but I need private space to be myself. It is about time to move odut from family and be independent on my own. I keep my finger cross to find a good place to move out soon. This is the first step to change my life.

After two years real hard working, I reward myself for being independent.

Posted by hugo at 08:41 AM | Comments (0)

September 01, 2010

失落

好不容易讓網站上線了, 心中浮現的不是興奮而是失落

大概是因為這個案子真的他X的耗了我太多的心力和時間+200根白髮
上線了也只有'喔,上線了的感覺'

之前期待著不用每天過加班到死的生活
心知肚明,上線後還有成堆的事情要做還是要加班
我好倦怠

開始有賺錢的壓力了
以前騎車來上班的路上,總想著要做什麼才能讓網站上線
現在騎車來上班的路上,總要怎麼做才能有夠多流量和業績
心裡也沒有比較輕鬆

好想放空度假, 好好休息,喘口氣,沉澱一下,想想接下來怎麼走

Posted by hugo at 01:57 PM | Comments (1)